well,i wanted to write dis ...after that callous "rape incident"...but as I am not having any p.c right now...so I had to wait..
....we are girls...life is not so easy for us..specially when you are ambitious. today..it hurts me a lot when most of the jokes are made..on a girl's body...!
I am a very complicated girl..and when you are complicated,,,things are tougher...
I remember..first time i had manstruation...i was in shock ..psychologically "disturbed"...not because it happened ....but because ,,,someone told me ..its going to happen...every month..I was disturbed.. because....it would stop me to compete with boys who would not face that "disaster" every month...I will have to worry about this "shit" ..every month...I was perturbed and petrified at the same time...I felt like not talking to anyone...felt like its the end of world for me...I could not play..and jump around like before..
but sooner..in 3 or 4 years..I or "any girl" get used to it.but wait thats not the end...what was more diasastrous was to hide that so.. called "taboo".."anathema" in India...from boys...not letting them know anything... I mean what the helll!!...
It was at the starting but..more things were to follow...I have keep myself "safe" and "away" frm those "staring" animals..wondering on roads....because you know whats the biggest "ASSet" for a girl...."TO SAVE HER VIRGINITY"....
things are too much difficult for us....because..even if we want todo something big or something beyond ..our parents are afraid..because...they and even I don't know what going on whose mind...who is who...its like we r so called "shikar"...ready to be eaten at any time...but tell you one more thing..we girls can differentiate ..even "a touch"...WHO IS THINKING what..
......its like" living in world where every other eyes says something...but ..what is that "saying"..is too hard to understand...its like trusting that guy ..but wait..thinking at other moment..no he can be bad for you..life is complicated for us..the gender opposite to us has become like a ..like a ghost..like an enemy...!!
but WE the girls .still don"t CARE...because..to be a women..is to be a god..because we..the women..will flourish the world....
the only reason to write this..just understnand the complexity of a girl's life...love them ..ADORE them..
....we are girls...life is not so easy for us..specially when you are ambitious. today..it hurts me a lot when most of the jokes are made..on a girl's body...!
I am a very complicated girl..and when you are complicated,,,things are tougher...
I remember..first time i had manstruation...i was in shock ..psychologically "disturbed"...not because it happened ....but because ,,,someone told me ..its going to happen...every month..I was disturbed.. because....it would stop me to compete with boys who would not face that "disaster" every month...I will have to worry about this "shit" ..every month...I was perturbed and petrified at the same time...I felt like not talking to anyone...felt like its the end of world for me...I could not play..and jump around like before..
but sooner..in 3 or 4 years..I or "any girl" get used to it.but wait thats not the end...what was more diasastrous was to hide that so.. called "taboo".."anathema" in India...from boys...not letting them know anything... I mean what the helll!!...
It was at the starting but..more things were to follow...I have keep myself "safe" and "away" frm those "staring" animals..wondering on roads....because you know whats the biggest "ASSet" for a girl...."TO SAVE HER VIRGINITY"....
......its like" living in world where every other eyes says something...but ..what is that "saying"..is too hard to understand...its like trusting that guy ..but wait..thinking at other moment..no he can be bad for you..life is complicated for us..the gender opposite to us has become like a ..like a ghost..like an enemy...!!
but WE the girls .still don"t CARE...because..to be a women..is to be a god..because we..the women..will flourish the world....
